Weekly Colt

Hard to fathom life before Colt.

He's made us all happier than we knew we could be...Daddy, Lila, Lincoln and me.

I wrestle every day with mama-guilt.  

Did I do enough?  

Did I recognize all of children's individual needs?  

Did I have meaningful one-on-one time with all 3?  

Did my scary mom voice get used too much?  

Was I patient enough? 

Kind enough?  

Did I provide enough creative experiences?  

Did we go outside enough?  

Did I show all the turds just exactly how much I love them all?  

Did I make them each feel as special as they are?

What I do know for sure is you were enough for me Colt.  

Just like your precious sis + bud, you fill me with joy beyond what should be allowed. 

Colt, you made life full when you became a Swisher just 28 weeks ago.

And I have never looked back!